I close my eyes

Jag sluter mina ögon och låter friheten expandera; varje ny tanke får landa och vidga sig i en större kärlek. Rädslan att förlora mina nyanser öppnar nya osedda rum, skapar nya trådar mot himmelen. Ingenting älskat kan någonsin förloras, och jag möter det jag alltid flytt. Innuti mig finns oändligheten; något nytt där mörkrets lena sammetstäcke omfamnar mitt hjärta. Jag sluter mina ögon som rymmer världar av tillit till livet, där ingen rädsla längre håller sig kvar, utan somnar och vaknar som naturen. Gryningen öppnar mina ögon för verkligheten och lusten att växa ur levande grönska och döda grenar i rädslans och tillitens evigt ljusa trädgård.
/Ingela 
 
 
English 
I close my eyes and let the freedom expand: every new thought may land and lead me into a greater love. The dark fear of losing my blindness opens into new unseen rooms, where new threads are created to heaven. Nothing loved can ever be lost, and I faced something I always tried to escape. Inside me there is infinity; something new where darkness' silky quilt embraces my heart. I close my eyes that house the worlds of trust in life, where fear no longer resides, but falls asleep and wakes up as the wild nature. Dawn opens my eyes to reality, and the desire to grow out of living between dead branches in fear to have faith in the eternal light of this garden. 

/ Ingela

Kategori: Life Taggar: Love,, beautiful life, beauty,, beautyful garden, dikt, kärlek, life poetry, love poet, poem, poesi, tillit, trust;

Sexual Health and Spiritual Growth

There has just been a Sexibility Festival at Angsbacka. I have some strong impressions after it. One is that I feel a healthy union of all energies into a respectful, playful, and free flowing Love is on the cutting edge of human development. There must be a large scale movement from fear to wholeness, from projections of unconsciously repressed things to openness, honesty, and eventually, to real, all embracing Love.

In the past all major spiritualities have repressed our sexuality, and thus our humanness, in the name of becoming more divine — but it hasn't worked. There is always just a small minority of people who are able to lift their inbuilt, divinely designed love of ecstasy and intimacy to a level of divine love-making. For every radiant saint there have been thousands of repressed and tormented souls trying to be good and filled with all manner of guilt and shame.

My heart cries out, no more of this! We need a spiritual wholeness that makes all our God-given capacities beautiful, that affirms that sex is pure and beautiful because it is a gift of the Creator, that it is good to feel very good, healthy, and life-affirming. 

That said, another very strong impression is that it takes a great maturity to help people open up and heal in this area... There must be a depth of understanding of the human psyche, and passionate sense of responsibility for the on-going good of another; and that when dealing with the area of our greatest sensitivities, tenderness, and vulnerability and its relationship to our animal hungers and divine capacities for real Love and beauty, there needs to be wisdom... truck loads of wisdom, and rivers of intelligent, illuminated Love. I call for people who are concerned about the health of humanity not criticize those who are trying to create new patterns, or repress their own feelings that arise, but to be open in humility and compassionate Love so that energy will move, awareness will grow through communication with others, ways will be found, and more health will come. I hope to write more about this important subject soon.

/Blake
Kategori: Life, Sex, sex and spirit; Taggar: Blake Steele, Ingela Axkrants, Tantra Sex, sex and spirit,, sexability, sexabilityfestival, sexual health, Ängsbacka festivalen, ängsbacka;

friendship

Vänskapen är som den klaraste stjärna, på himmelens mörka valv; som att vara älskad av solens alla strålar, på vår jord. Värmen från systerskapet, när allt är kallt och dött och din mjuka hand i min smakar så sött. Himmelens dörr är transperant, så du ser mina tårar som rinner och gråten fångas upp och försvinner, som virvlande löv i vinden. Jag ger dig mitt skratt för du ger mig ro att vara i det isande mörkret och det varma ljuset. Hemligheter viskas och bevaras djupt fördold i skogarnas gömmor och i hjärtat vilar tilliten som skapar freden i världen. Glädjen i att se livet i dina kristallklara ögon och veta att det är en spegel som alltid lyser som den dyraste ädelsten. Vänskapen är som den klaraste stjärna på himmelens mörka valv; som att vara älskad av solens alla strålar på vår jord.  
/Ingela
 
English
Friendship is like the brightest star in heaven's dark vault. It is like being loved by all the sun's rays on earth. The warmth of sisterhood is when your soft hand in mine tastes sweet, though everything else seems cold and calloused. Heaven's door is transparent: so you see my tears flowing and catch my weeping, that soon disappears, like leaves swirling in the wind. I give you my laughter for you grant me peace to be in icy darkness and the warmth light. Secrets whispered and preserved, hidden deeply in the forests caches and in the rest and trust of the heart that creates world peace.The joy of seeing the life in your clear blue eyes and knowing that it is a mirror that always shines as a gem. Friendship is like the brightest star in heaven's dark vault; like being loved by the sun's rays all over the earth. 
/ Ingela
 
Kategori: Life Taggar: Grateful, Love,, a beautiful life, beauty,, dikt, feel free, freedom, friends, friendship, hjärta, love poet, open heart, poem, poesi, poetry, tacksamhet, tillit, vänskap;